What if you turned out to be more relaxed and less fearful than you’ve ever been in many ways and as often as you wish to be?
What if you didn’t take responsibility for other people’s happiness or sadness in such an unrealistic manner?
What if you understood that it’s okay to NOT understand, to not know, to just be here now.
What if you accepted that, while eventually your life will end, you could let that eventuality come and find you; you don’t have to seek it out, invite it to dinner, and give yourself up.
You don’t have to turn yourself in or turn yourself inside out.